Pathetic Crush

I hope this finds you well, well enough to see the day through

The world misses your sweet charming smile

Lord knows I've adored you all the while

Life passes us by but ive longed to sigh

For that joyous moment of relief and complete faith

In the truth that you heart feels the same as mine

The way it fluttered on that warm summers day

When i hugged you and you carried me away

Into a life promised with bountiful blessings

We both dreamed would come with out dismay

But dreams are dreams and you remain still

Away in the shade of great suppression

Mind knows not to pay close attention

But to support you with out tension

So I remain transfixed by your presence and pray

The life your mind, body and soul held close

To that warm loving smile that you give once in a while.

I once wanted nothing but to gaze upon your loving smile

To understand what it would be like to be near you

Hold your gaze with unquestionable fear

Taking long strides and hiding my glare

Anxious to greet you love you and be with you

Nothing but friendship is all that I will get from you

You make that clear with a passion so dear

no choice but to love you secretly much I fear